boys are dumb

State Motto: Utah: Our Jesus Is Better Than Your Jesus

Currently listening: "Havin' a Bad Day" By Blue Flannel From 'XL'

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This sucks. I emailed Wes yesterday, asked him when I was going to see him again, if he could come out during the summer, since I'll have summer courses and won't be able to see him until July, more than likely. I also told him how I hated that we never talked anymore, that as soon as he pulled into the driveway, he was hanging up the phone...couldn't even wait to get inside, talk in bed like we used to. This is what he had to say:

I am just not as into our relationship, as it has become tough to date someone that I
never see. Not saying that I want to break up, becuase I value what we
have. It has just become extremely difficult to find time.

I dunno, I guess I've just tried to pull away from what we have because it's
less painful to do that, seeing that I know I'll be getting busier and
busier as the summer comes, and especially next fall semester...I'll be
busier than I've ever been. This semester is still a trial run. I dunno.

I don't know what this means. He says he doesn't want to break up...but it sure seems like he doesn't want to do more than what we're doing now...that he's still going to pull away from the relationship for the duration of the semester. I'm not going to just sit around for two or three months before I hear from him again...before we can have a normal conversation again. This is stupid.